Friday, December 16, 2005
with a lot of free time on ya hands, it gives ya plenty of time to think...recently ive been thinkin a lot about the terms best friends and things like that..in my opinion, people use it too loosely. when i think of a best friend, i think of someone whom i would whole heartedly trust my life to..most people say that you cant have more than one best friend....i disagree..although in my case i do only have one best friend. it takes both parties to make a friendship work but even if one looses contact, it shouldnt matter.
a friend of mine once said that she doesnt believe the whole friends forever thing..i guess she's right..i mean you can try your best to make it last but sometimes distance, opposing views, or just changing personalities get in the way..
yea well this whole friendship issue was also brought about by neeta (my best friend)...its a strange sorta friendship based on out drinkin abilities but its still a friendship nonetheless.
its been a weird day. im kinda hurt by something. but then im also overwhelmed by the amount of love i saw from my grandpa today and his pride..its really family that matters after all.
oh thanks for the birthday blogpost nat.
im not sleepy but theres nothing else to do now.
oh my god i hate this person ive turned into recently!! i miss being me! i miss feeling alive! i miss being HAPPY HAPPY! ive become this self-pitying, depressed, moddy, grumpy, self-loathing, whiny person! and i hate people like that and now im like that! i just need to talk to someone who knows how this feels! just need to talk..im a social person, im not the sort who just keeps everything inside anymore....argggghhhhhh! you see im doing it again! im feeling all sorry and upset and im complaining!!! and now im complaining that im complaining..and this can go on and on...so i shall stop but you get what i mean!
*cassie* ♥
12:32 AM
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